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The College Body
I feel it
I feel it tearing through the barrier
An unmatchable thick barrier of blue radiation and trembling lines
I feel the indigo light burning my skin slowly
My eyes waning down through tinted words
Each telling one more useless fact
One more temporary tibbid of information
I feel it
My eyes redden with a slick coat of inconsistent sleep and bruising daydreams
Feelings of an omniscient trust reside in multiple page forums
A search for questions that can only be answered by strangers
A funny scenario for someone like me, the one who is asking, also a stranger
I feel it
My hands quiver to the tics of an analog clock
An ocean of anxiety sailed by a small boat of determination
11:59 pm is lurking just a minute before the fairy man arrives
My veins have built large, fortified vessels
Surfacing waves of 99-cent energy drinks
I feel it
My stomach is a churning mess
I am full of food contortioned by air
My body cries for a drop of rain
For rain brings lazy days and rest
Nourishment of freshwater crawling back to my semester’s old skin
I feel it
When I stand
The space of a million years
Two million static TVs
Three million stars
And four million eighty-two pins in my back
Stabbing, drawing up pains I thought I could not feel
I feel it
A feeling of try-hard despair
Vampire schedules pulling me low
Teaspoons of smiles fall into my daily drinks
Many deriving from the future and many deriving from the past
Never the present
I feel it
When I stand
When I sit
When I think
When I do finally breathe
It is a temporary low for a simple signatured paper
A low that can hopefully be scrubbed clean by becoming a distant memory
A low that has shaped and sculpted
Arose and depleted
Carried and fell
A college body full of ostensible knowledge
A college body that can feel
I feel it
I feel it.
Bio
Charisma is twenty years old and from Gulfport, MS. She moved up to Mississippi State to
study in psychology and biology and wants to use this to go into genetic counseling. On the
side, she enjoys digital art, painting, and most of all writing. She has also published a kid's
book, and working on publishing a novel soon! She would like to thank Mississippi State
University for giving this opportunity because it pushed her out of her comfort zone into
something new, poetry.
I feel it
I feel it tearing through the barrier
An unmatchable thick barrier of blue radiation and trembling lines
I feel the indigo light burning my skin slowly
My eyes waning down through tinted words
Each telling one more useless fact
One more temporary tibbid of information
I feel it
My eyes redden with a slick coat of inconsistent sleep and bruising daydreams
Feelings of an omniscient trust reside in multiple page forums
A search for questions that can only be answered by strangers
A funny scenario for someone like me, the one who is asking, also a stranger
I feel it
My hands quiver to the tics of an analog clock
An ocean of anxiety sailed by a small boat of determination
11:59 pm is lurking just a minute before the fairy man arrives
My veins have built large, fortified vessels
Surfacing waves of 99-cent energy drinks
I feel it
My stomach is a churning mess
I am full of food contortioned by air
My body cries for a drop of rain
For rain brings lazy days and rest
Nourishment of freshwater crawling back to my semester’s old skin
I feel it
When I stand
The space of a million years
Two million static TVs
Three million stars
And four million eighty-two pins in my back
Stabbing, drawing up pains I thought I could not feel
I feel it
A feeling of try-hard despair
Vampire schedules pulling me low
Teaspoons of smiles fall into my daily drinks
Many deriving from the future and many deriving from the past
Never the present
I feel it
When I stand
When I sit
When I think
When I do finally breathe
It is a temporary low for a simple signatured paper
A low that can hopefully be scrubbed clean by becoming a distant memory
A low that has shaped and sculpted
Arose and depleted
Carried and fell
A college body full of ostensible knowledge
A college body that can feel
I feel it
I feel it.
Bio
Charisma is twenty years old and from Gulfport, MS. She moved up to Mississippi State to
study in psychology and biology and wants to use this to go into genetic counseling. On the
side, she enjoys digital art, painting, and most of all writing. She has also published a kid's
book, and working on publishing a novel soon! She would like to thank Mississippi State
University for giving this opportunity because it pushed her out of her comfort zone into
something new, poetry.